A Letter To 'D'

This is my fav blog from my previous friendster blog page...
Dun hav mood to update...so, enjoy this one instead...
N yahhh... I really meant every word in here~

Dear 'D',
I miz u....Dun u think itz a lil' messed up to leave me like that?? I tried to hate u but itz useless...Why did u even had me in the 1st place if u knew that u're gonna leave me?? Now u're happy wit everyone ard u..but u left me out :( My mom luvs u, T.Boo luvs u but still u dun giv a f**k.... ~heavy sign~

I alwayz wanted to b ur lil' gal...but u never let me... I alwayz tell ppl that I dun care abt u or abt the fact that u left me, but in mah poor heart...there's bruises everywhere... How could u, 'D' ????

I alwayz say sh*t like I hate u n blah blah blah...but I no I luv u like hell, 'D'...U think ur gals luv u more than I do?? Then u're wrong... Even though I act like I'm tough, I'm alwayz cryin' in mah heart coz of u...

Sumtimes I juz wanna run to u n hug u n tell u how much u mean to me...but I can't... Life's not fair :( I alwayz envy those gals who r in good relationships wit their 'D's.... Coz I can't hav wut they hav... :(

Well, 'D'...I can't do anything abt it...rite??

If I could hav one wish in mah life, I would wish for u,me,mom, and t.boo to b together spendin' time, talkin' n crackin' jokes juz for ONE DAY....coz I no I can't b too greedy, rite?? Coz I'm sharin' u wit other gals, too :(

But m not jealous... I juz wish u'd care abt me like u care abt them... Newayz, bottom line iz.... no matter wut u did to screw up mah mind or mah life, I still luv u wit all mah heart...all the way...till I die... The reason iz juz too simple,'D'.....

"coz u're mah DAD n m ur DAUGHTER...."

LUV, J.