I'm afraid of the dark, especially when I'm in a park
And there's no-one else around...Ooh, I get the shivers
I don't want to see a ghost, it's a sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast and watch the evening news....

I'm a superstitious girl.... I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under ladders n I keep a rabbit's tail
I'll take you up on a dare
Anytime, anywhere
Name the place, I'll be there.... Bungee jumping, I don't care!

So after all is said and done, I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun, if you really want to...

Sometimes living out your dreams,
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world..?
In a beautiful balloon..?

I GUESS PEOPLE R FORGETFUL....
THEY SEEM TO FORGET THOSE TIMES THAT I WAS THUR FOR THEM...
THEY SEEM TO BE SO UNGREATFUL... WELL, AREN'T WE ALL..?
NUTHING TO SAY....
JUZ WANNA REMIND YA'LL THAT YA'LL SHLD APPRECIATE WHOEVER THAT'S GOOD TO U... WHOEVER STICKS ARD U NO MATTER WUT....
COZ....
PEOPLE DUN STICK WIT U FOREVER N PUT UP WIT ALL UR SHITS...
US PEOPLE R HUMANS, TOO...
WE DUN PLEASE U ALL THE TIME IF U DUN APPRECIATE US... THUR... I SAID IT!

I'm alwayz the person who's on the giving side...
Well, letz see the bitchy side of me, people.... I can b selfish, too....
Yea, watch n learn, little ones.... watch n learn...

PS: stop whining or tell me abt ur problems all the time, i hav my own probs, too...
if you've got a prob, DEAL WIT IT!

Status : High (fish)
Mood : Blur
Song : Crazy Frog (DJ Shwe Pu remix)
Time : 3:25AM

Mom got here laz 4 hours ago... As a good daughter, I offered her my fish...
She took a bit.. We talked for awhile... Now she's sleeping... N I'm stuck with myself :)
Dunno wut to do at first coz I'm a lil' high n nuthin' to do... N now, the fish's kickin' in....

Laz week was Father's Day.... I wonder wut I will do if I'm still wit my Dad....
Hmmmm.....
I'd wish him n give him a big hug

JanJan loves ;

- cheese sausages
- changing her status in gtalk every 2 minutes
- usher's songs (esp love in this club and burn)
- drugs (esp weed, fish n E XP)
- dancing to hard house
- her lil' retarded frenz
- switching off the alarm in the morning and sleep back again
- going to orchard n bugis
- pretending she's a star XD
- breaking her promises =)
- posting bulletins on friendster
- facebooking
- listening to radio
- goofing ard wit shunele, meelay, tayzar n ywk
- gossiping abt others
- making fun of people
- telling jokes
- sleeping @ her frenz' houses (she juz hates to sleep @ home on off days.. thatz so boring)
- watching youtube and surfthechannel
- nasty jokes
- chatting wit her mommy (Seriously!)
- smoking and drinking coffee @ the same time
- reading reading reading books, magazines, clip notes, blogs, etc..
- ohhhh.. n her brother (she loves him loads!)
- partying hard

N the list goes on......... =)

now i no..
every lil' thing counts....

for example, when i had a shitty day, so stressed out work day, n even dun wanna talk...., i opened up my house door... then saw meelay, shunele n tayzar waiting for me in my living room..., n saw their smiley faces..., all my stress were gone.... n i can talk for hours with them...

who would hav thot their fugly smiles can cheer me up..? hee..

i love them loads n thatz y i said.... EVERY LITTLE THING COUNTS! =)

Awwwwnnnn

Dazed n confused...
Will I ever recover...?


Maybe Thailand is the answer...
Maybe I shouldn't work nemore...
Maybe I should waste my life...
Yea, I shld move to thailand n waste my time thur =]

Maybe I shld get the hell out...

Why am I alwayz struggling wit GOD..?
Maybe I'm crazy...