Sunday, July 27, 2008

If you are an ungrateful kid to ur parents, or if you think you hate your Mom coz she annoys you alot, or she alwayz nag....or if you think living in your parents' home is so lame and wanna move out or go to another country juz coz you wanna live away from your parents...., well... u r a fool who doesn't no shit abt wut platonic love is, or how itz so important in your -L-I-F-E-

Listen to this.... My mom is a single mom who raised me n my brother since we were infants... She supported us since the day she left my dad... My father didn't even give a shit bout' us... but hey... he's our Dad.. If it wasn't for him, we wouldn't even exist in this world.. So no disrespecting my own father here also =]

Okay, where was I..? Oh yea.. Mom... Do you know my mom went to Thailand for the sake of me n my brotha... so that she can support us... But things dun work out well in Thailand, so she moved to Singapore... She struggled a lot, but she never tell us abt her probs... N u must be thinking "Then how the hell do ya no she struggled a lot, Bitch..???" Well, I no coz I'm in Singapore now n Mom was same age as me when she was here... Me minus two kids to support, n living in Singapore alone is hard enuff... Try imaging my mom doing different kinds of jobs and supporting us back in the dayz...

Okay... so we had to live with our grandparents while she was working hard in Singapore... N my brother and I never have to worry abt getting enuff pocket money, or having latest fashion clothes.. Coz Mom alwayz send back those stuffs for us... Even we were living like rich rich people back in the dayz... Having latest Batman toys, or Barbies... :D

So when we became adolescents, our Mom came back from Singapore for good... She said she had enuff of Singapore and wanted to earn money in Yangon... As a 15 yr old girl who has to stay with her Mom for the 1st time, I was so so excited... My bro, too.... We alwayz thot she's a cool mom...

But, after a year or so, we see Mom as a nagging, selfish, alcoholic n workaholic woman.... We, me and my bro, alwayz talk abt escaping Yangon and go to another country so that we can stay away from her.... Whenever we heard abt our Mom's past, we alwayz blame her... We alwayz thot she was the one who only loves herself...
Yea, we alwayz say "We gotta go to a far far away land, like America or London so that we can have peace". I alwayz fight with her... My mother neva cried in front of us... But she cried once coz of my bro, and twice coz of me... Whenever me and my mom fight, I alwayz insult her by saying "Ohh.. u alwayz luv urself, ur son, and ur new husband. N thatz great, coz u no wut..? I neva loved u anywayz", or something like "You alwayz make me feel small... I want my Dad". Wut a silly cunt I was, huh?

And my bro almost hit my mom coz he was so high n she neva let him go out... And thur's one time my mom had to leave the house and live sumwhere else coz of my bro... We thot she was so childish to did sumthing like that... Later we found out that she had to do that coz she was worried if she didn't leave the house, my bro would leave...

So yea, like we said we both left the country n bro went to Scotland n I came her to Singapore. Then the awful truth came out. Our mom loves us like fuck....

She alwayz support us.. Whenever we're facing probs, she can neva cum to us as quick as possible but she alwayz cares... Whenever I need sumone, I call her and she'll will alwayz calm me down... Whenever my bro need money or help, she will say "Oh my God.. You guyz alwayz bully me. This had to stop. I'm not that rich", but send the cash anywayz.

After awhile... my memory flashed back like a film... not a film of us fighting or insulting MOM..., but a film abt a woman who loves her kids so much she sacrifice herself a lot.... We alwayz thot she was a selfish selfish witch... but we thot wrong, didn't we...?

I alwayz say "Dun trust my mother.. she's a gossip queen, and she'll spread ur secret to the whole world. Im so ashamed becoz of her". But now I think wut the fuck is wrong with a woman who gossip a lot..? Isn't all woman gossip more or less...? N why should I be ashamed of Mom coz she gossip? I was so lame...

These dayz I found out how good my mother is... better than any other Mom in the world... Heee.. No offence, people... But she's my mom so i think she's the best... If you think your mom's the best in the world, I won't argue also... The important thing is we have to think our own mother is the best for us, rite..?? Newayz, like I told you, if you think your mom's a witch or a nagging housewife, think twice... Coz you can't trust any other person in the whole world, but when you face with probs, who do u turn to for help...? N who's alwayz thur for u...? Your mom, rite...?

So the conclusion is... Neva neva make ur mom cry or sad.. coz Mothers are the only people who can show True Love to you in this wicked wicked world... If you are still living with your mom rite now, stand up, go n give ur Mom a kiss.. n if she asks "wuz that for...????", say "Oh well... nuthing.. I juz wanna kiss u, coz u're the cutest woman". I'm sure you'd make her day =] And if I were living in Ygn wit Mom rite now, I'm 100% sure i'd give her a huge kiss rite now =]

So people, start appreciating your Moms, or parents before itz too late... yea.?? Coz loving your mom and making her happy is neva wrong.. N remember, our mothers are the best in the whole world =] Nite nite =]

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
(miss you miss you, miss you miss you, miss you miss you)

Monday, July 7, 2008

After my drama drama drama wit BMC n all my serious sickness, I swore to myself that I will neva eva make my Mom or Ma Gyi cry... disappoint or sad becoz of me...
I will treasure my health and i will treasure my family n God more...
I promise u, mom... I will make u proud =)

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

Me luv u long time, Robyn
N N "KONICHIWA BITCHES"




You wanna rumble in my jungle
I'll take you on
Stampede your rumpa
And send you home
You wanna rumble in space
I put my laser on stun
And on tha north pole I'll ice you son

You wanna thrilla in mah nilla
You'll be killer bee stung
Wanna taste of vanilla
Better watch your tongue

'Cause I'll hammer your toe
Like a pediatrician
Saw you in half
Like I'm a magician
Tear you down
Like I'm in demolition
Count you out
Like a mathematician

I'm so very hot that when I rob your mansion
You ain't call the cops, you call the firestation

'Cause my love is so sweet
You'll be zoom, zoom, zoom
Don't even get me started on my bada-boom-boom
One left, one right thats how I organize 'em
You know I fill my cups no need to supersize em'
Right now you probably thinking how she get in them jeans
Well I'm gifted all natural and burstin the seams

Konichiwa bitches

Konichiwa bitches

Don't I look tasty like a french bon-bon
Even more sweeter than a cherry bomb
Coming with the postman like I'm a mailbomb
Comin in your mouth
Makes you say yum-yum

Hit the gong-gong
Bring the sumos on
I'm 'a kick ass all the way to hongkong
Make the balls bounce like a game of ping-pong
Konichiwa bitches from Beijing to Siagon
Got nothing on me
'Cause you know you're so bum
Dom-didi-dom-didididi-dom-dom
Check the scenario
I'm 'a bust your ear drum
And leave you heads ringing
With the Ring-a-ding-dong
Busy on the mic
Since the day I was what?
(Born)
Check out my style it's the rock of what?
(Mo')
Shine is on me like a dog on what?
(Bone)
Fight the power
Put myself on the throne

You know when shit is getting heavy
Like it's weights a ton
I will run you down like a marathon
Tape you up good
Put you in the trunk
See you next Tuesday
You is a punk