Thursday, May 7, 2009

Dear Mom,

I'm sorry for being a bitch...
Well, u always see me as a bitch no matter what...
I was angry coz I dun wanna see you suffer between those two stupid idiots...
They are older than me... and they are guys...
They shld stand on their own two feet...
They shld be supporting us now.. not the other way round...
Sorry if I can't fulfill your beloved son's wishes...
If he can't earn his own money..., that's his prob... not mine... or yours...

If you keep giving him what he wants, he will never grow up...
And if you want to see your son fail all the time, be my guest and spoil him rotten...

As I told you, I am no longer part of this...
I am no longer sacrifising myself for him anymore...
I have my own life, too...

Please don't be mad if I dun talk to you for a while...
It's not that I hate you... it's just that it hurts very much whenever you misunderstood me...
It hurts so much whenever you say things like "I dun need you..."
But I have to accept the fact that you love him more than me... since it's the truth, the whole truth, and nuthin' but the truth....

**how i wish i could hav a father who can stand up for me... who can scold mom and be by my side whenever my mom misunderstans me.... who can tell me "baby, ignore her and her son. they're hopeless cases unlike u, who takes after me".... awww... how i wish i could hav a DAD whenever I fight with u, mom**