I love u, DJ~

I am so sadd n I feel so badd noww..
I have made up my mind to go back to Yangon & I have resigned from my job..
My last day will be 12th Nov' 2009 in my current job and I will be leaving Singapore in the following week..
As for my career & my life, I have no regrets whatsoever for my decision..
I think I am old enuff to take care of my Mom's business or look for a job on my own..
What I am feeling hesitant about is that I am leaving my love behind here in Singapore...
I feel so down and sad because of that :(

I love him more than anyone and anything in this whole wide world and I deeply know he does feel about me the same way as I do...
I want to scream out loud & feeling like I've betrayed him cause' I am leaving him even though I can stay and work here...

I hope God can find a way for us to meet and stay together again..

I really hope there is a way... I will never cheat on him or make him worry or sad ever again...

I can't leave him behind.....

What to do, God... What to do..???

:(